screwed again

why didn’t i savor
those moments with you?
taken for granted
what you were doing for me
trust took me some time
but i released it to you

life was great
and the next item at hand
was the undeniable knowledge
that love had violated its way
into my heart
the four letter feeling took
a shape of its own
it guided me into giving you
what you were longing for

mission accomplished
your deed is now done
you get what you wanted
i made sure that you would