fight without fists

pretty boy
you thought you saw
and soon would be

my hands squeezed hard
behind me
tightly together
for fear i might let go

physical punishment
has never been an option
i’ve chosen
but life has a way
of showing you
new sides you never knew

my magic red button
never pushed quite
this hard
has been hit
by someone
whose life
will soon change
as he sees
where i am going
and where he’s just went