somewhat religious

January 1, 1990

I know not now
what future will bring
I fear for faith
because it lacks inside of me
i touch thoughts and tremble
as reality grabs hold of me

why must I live in denial and remorse
why do I cry when laughings much worse

at birth I did earn
the right to life and to learn
to cause death and to burn
in the fire thats been lit in my mind

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